I'm just a girl,

I'm getting very tired of this waiting game.

Trampoline table has since been painted over purple. I got tired of the wood - it didn't even match my living room.

( ::Screened for Kadaj:: )

And it's the first day of advent tomorrow. I should really look into Christmas shopping.

So! Who's going to this Hallowe'en party, hm?

Kadaj-kun, do you want to go together?

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And before anyone says I've left it too late, I have a handy costume supplier. So ha. ♥

Moulin Rouge.

The overdone witch?

Police officer.

Pirate.

I'm feeling particularly uninspired this Hallowe'en. Hormones take far too long to take effect.

Is anyone doing something exciting this year?

Kadaj, what are you doing? ♥

You're all being boring. Do something already - it's Hallowe'en soon!

I knew I'd be waiting a good while before I started to see any sort of change, but I'm already getting tired of taking pills with no immediate effect. But patience is a virtue, and so I should just keep counting down the days.

Also. My trampoline coffee table would be much more enjoyable if my cat let me on it.

Yes, that's right! Kamatari Honjou is now nineteen years old and embarking on her hormone treatment~. I took my first lot of pills today, so this means I can't have alcohol for a few years, but it's a very small sacrifice to make.

I've started looking into female names. I won't change my name until I have breasts, but it pays to get a headstart on decisions like those.

...I am so happy about my hormones that I am going to go shopping. :3 Ciao~.

Three days until I turn nineteen.

Three days until I start my hormone treatment.

It's finally going to happen, and I can hardly wait another day.

My table arrived on the 1st of September, but I was out on the 2nd and 3rd working so I missed the delivery. I had to arrange to be in at a certain time today to have it delivered, so I took an extended break from work to come home and get it.

It's wonderful, even better than I ever dreamt it could be. I? Now officially have the best table out of you all.

Kadaj, darling, are you going to come over and see it soon~?

Mine. ^_~ ♥

I'm going out with Nuriko-san today to Venus Fort. It should be fun, what with all the shops. And doesn't it look cute?

There was a stupidly huge spider in my room last night. I mean honestly, this thing could have ate my cat. The silly cat, however, tried to eat the spider. I don't get why they want to eat spiders. Does anyone else? But the point! I rescued the spider and put it outside on the windowsill, but it crawled onto the window and is just sitting there. I don't want to move the window in case I kill the spider - isn't that bad luck, besides cruel? - but it's so warm in here. @_@

I'm torn between two different pairs of stilettos for today, but I do wish hormones would make my bones shrink. Not that I don't have lovely long legs, but I wouldn't mind losing a couple of inches. Maybe 5"9, 5"8? Although, I should really go and decide what I'm wearing today. Now.

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( ::Screened for Kadaj:: )

Getting up early never seems to be a bad thing when the sunrise is pretty, even in a city like Tokyo.

...#^_^#

My table still isn't here yet, but I received an email to let me know its journey to me is going smoothly~.

On the subject of smoothly, let's have a bit of juxtaposition! Remind me never to take on two men until I have the right anatomy to make it a considerably less painful experience.

I start my hormone treatment in almost a month. I can barely wait! I celebrated that fact by buying a new dress ... or two, month off or not. They're pretty, and I didn't literally bust my ass for nearly a year to let money sit there! Besides, I've paid for a few months worth of hormone treatment already. It's time to splash out.

Now, someone can invite me to a ball so I can buy this~

...oh, and more Internet shopping! My credit card company are going to hate me.

These are gorgeous, but quite useless at this point.

I could buy this, though.

These just look ridiculous.

I used this in a movie once! It really is delicious.

My card is now in tears. ^_^

Oh! And I discovered that I quite like motorcycles, going fast on them, and Kadaj on a motorcycle. :3

Just to let everyone know that I am now officially home~.

Not long until I get back to Japan! Shooting's all done and I'm sick of having to wear men's swimshorts during the day and I have a nice tan. I've got a few more days to waste tanning, swimming and going to pubs - the Irish people here are awfully fun. I'm glad I learned some English in school.

Some of the film crew are down at the beach just now, so I think I'll go back down to join them for a while.

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Looks like I'm off to Spain~ for the newest film. This should be fun. I haven't been out of the country before, and I hear there's nice scenery.

Tippy, however, seems adamant that she's coming with me. I keep finding her buried under clothes in my suitcases. The neighbour will be looking after her while I'm away, but she doesn't seem to appreciate that.

Anyway! I've only got a few hours left before I fly out how does time do that to a person so I should be leaving just now. Bye bye for now~

As Kadaj-kun already knows, I did order this table after all. Now I just need to wait four to six weeks for it to arrive. I'm slightly concerned, however, as to what the cat will think of it. I know cats are supposed to be agile and land on their feet, but it wouldn't help very much if she bounced too high. I could probably find something to cover it - another circle of wood to go over the whole table, I think. Unless a smaller circle raised up to go over the trampoline. Yes, I think I'll do that.

I've got another movie lined up; all I know is that the guy I'm filming it with doesn't have a very nice face, but makes up for it elsewhere, and that I get to wear a lovely evening dress. No word about the set yet, though, but with the dress? I'm guessing it'll be a rather nice set.

I always thought that shopping online would be so much less satisfying than shopping in the high street. I stand corrected, and with the lovely Internet service of too many things I want falling in front of my eyes home delivery, I can just order things and do a bit of interior design.

Although why someone would have one of these is ... not actually beyond me, as I think I'd quite like one. Just a pity I'd need a higher ceiling into the bargain.

Now, to pick which of the mood themes I like. I think that's all I have left to do with this journal, after all.

If you'd like to send me an email (about anything, really; for a chat, to introduce yourself, arrange to go somewhere, work, you see the pattern?) then use genderfake@hotmail.com. If you're boring or if I don't like you, I might not reply. No sorry in advance about that. :)

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